di li da la~

Wahahahahaa, I'm having the trial exam now, but seems like I'm free than before ! LOL!
Not a good symptom actually, why do I so relax huh? Perhaps i think I'm confident with my add math and physic? I hope so.

Well it's nice to do some good decision, finally let go some thing else. Feel free between all of us, no more bond. But then I just realize actually a lot people around us wasn't good as we expect. They have some forbidden things to let others know, hide behind of them, not good like that.

Since everyone is friend so we shouldn't hide any secret thats doesn't give benefits to other. Speak, talk, share and discuss properly might be the way to solve this kind of problems.

And I thought i could cut this off nicely. But seems like it wasn't. Still can't let go something, struggling and becoming 'stubborn' of it. I used to hate this so much, why we got so much problems in our life? Desire cause a lot of things, money, fame, proud, dignity. Thats why human being is becoming cruel and greedy than before, all about desire.

Should talk a lot for now, its time to work for the exam, Singapore stay tune for my next visit !

Heeyoo~

The trial exam for SPM is around the corner, everyone is doing their best to achieve a better result. Well I'm still slacking here, perhaps I'm confident about myself? (I hope so)
Of course I will not be the one who didn't do so. Is thinking how to pass my weakest subject HISTORY, LOL. Okay its is damn damn boring for me k. I think not only me. But what to do? It is on of a important role for my result. Hopefully I can pass and get a better result and won't let my parents disappointed.
Oh yea finally I made the decision, was thinking, this decision may change the future. Yes, every decision is changing the future. No matter what will happen in the future, its okay for me since I had decided. Nothing can stop me even hurricane or cyclone.
A kindly advice for all, don't regret for what you do, just thinking to do the best, as you could in the rest of your life. And ya, forgot about this. Perhaps we have a misunderstand before this, calm down dude, its why a friendship be with this. I'm okay with everything now, cleared my mind and accept everything even it is not a good thing for me, or even not a good thing for everyone. Just hopefully everything go smoothly, everyone is happy.
You get what I mean isn't it? Since a lot thing happen recently. I thought we were in the same bond, but seems like it broke down already. Lastly I just wanna wish all of you, Buddha bless you, God bless you, we bless each other, friends.

I can't stop imagine. P/S

Why why why?

I'm keep asking myself.

You always know that, I didn't mean to stop. From the deep part of my heart, ii would like to tell you honestly. I really really love you since the day, you changed me.

Every time I see you, my mind pops out a lot of image, a lot of things. Keep imagining ow good is that if you're be with me. When you cry I can be with you, when you are sad and you need a shoulder I can lend it to you, when you need a hug i can let you feel the sense of safety, when you need a talk I can always let my ears to be the best listener for you, when you're bore I can be the clown to cheer you up, when you're happy you could share the happiness with me on the moment, when you need a partner and I will always be your best choice. Laugh together, cheer up you whenever you sad, follow you wherever you wanna go, just give me a call then I will be right there.

How good is that? Say 'yes', and you will know that how good I can treat you as possible as I could. Hopefully every of these things can happen in my life, with you all the moment, we share our happiness and our joy. I would like to take care of you, if you did let me to do so.

I will still waiting for that, always. I don't mind how long the time I have to wait, even though some guys will think that why I can do so, seriously the feeling just pop out from my mind, I just follow since it doesn't wrong.

I wish you can take the consideration seriously, this ain't a joke. I'm putting my hard work, my love, can't you sense it?

So, could you understand my feeling on this moment, this second? Just do a consideration about me please. Hopefully to be a part of your life, not only a simply guy pass through your life.








P/S : To another one

I know you're not happy with me, since I'm the same if you treat me with the same. Don't you think keep recruiting vote for yourself to 'make yourself high' like " wow all the people around was supporting me, why I still scare about that".
Sorry I gonna tell you, you're such a IDIOT if you do so. This isn't a election, you think you're running for president for any club or society. Please clean your mind up before you do anything okay?
Don't curious who that I'm talking about, its you.

I wanna hold your hand.

Yea, as title.

I wanna hold your hand, seems like funny to do so? I'm just waiting you to say 'Yes' at the moment. Feeling great if I can do so, you're such a precious for me, really. Perhaps we were born to meet each other and have a special story? Haha i hope so.

And now, I still not yet think to give up. I guess you know why. I will not do so, its such a weak guy action? Even can't hold your hand, I also wish to be with you always, all the time I could, all the way you go. Yours 'Yes' will let these dream become true, undoubted.

And now I would like to tell you, Heng Shu Ning I wanna hold your hand tightly and won't let go !

Happiness among you two.

Congratulation for my friend, your effort didn't waste. You have bear a good result for your hardworking.

Some more envy when I see you two, I can't stop thinking how good is it if the same thing happen on me?

Should I take any action for now? The bridge is pulling tightly now, I'm scare about I can't pass through the bridge once it snapped. Repair the bridge as fast as possible or just leave it there ?

Tell me what to do?

More than I can say.

When you're walking on the road, and you reach a junction. There is two choice for you, left and right, which one would you choose?

Some times we meet up something that we have to make a decision, its hard to do it. Have to care about this or that, we can't just choose what we like, because may be of your decision may change the next moment of the world.

What I have to do when I'm facing you, yea I always hope that you will look forward to me and give me a warm smile. Always wish that I'm the one you waiting for, I have the chance to hold you hand, or even a hug.

I just wanna to tell you, I really love you and I wish to always be with you, be your guardian all the time as possible.

And yet, I love you more than I can say.

Let it be.

Shouldn't think so much, just let follow the 'flow' silently without any wrong. Don't have to do any extra things, just do the best I can.

I think, hmm.. May be I don't have to make myself different just when I am facing you. You make me nervous anyway.

Thanks Jve, you had taught me a important lesson.

Let it be, you're definitely right. Don't have to force everything, just follow them, everything depends to each other, then everything will be okay.

So what I have to do for now, just let it be. Perfection will make the decision, I just have to be myself, just like normal, not to be special.

Lastly, I just have to continue my normal life, without affect by any other factors.
Let it be.